Working vs Studying

When I was young, I hate studies so much

I just want to grow up faster 

so that i can work and earn money to get the things I want 

My academic result was average 

which left me with no choice to pursue nursing in polytechnic

Till now, I still regret for not doing well 

and end up in a career that I dislike

There are a few times that I wanna quit nursing

but when i realised that other job will not get the same current salary

I stick back to nursing again

I wish to study something else

so I discussed with mom recently

To my surprise

she allows me to go back school again

Previously, she always rejected my request

and kept saying that

nursing is the best because it is high in demand

Maybe she saw my misery and depression?

I already emailed to a school regarding admission

If I can enter, I will be back to school next year

If unsuccessful, I will consider private school

wish me good luck!