suicide
a depressing term to use. who are the people who commit suicide? are they mentally strong or just weak like me? is their life a living hell?
i clearly know what it feels like.. once i was so depressed that all kind of ways of committing suicide coming to my mind. was crying on one side and laughing on the other. i started to imagine everyone crying at my death. if im gone, will someone out there miss me? nothing for me to worry abt as i still haf a sis to look after my parents.
when doing halfway, i realized it was not right and i stopped. i never tell anyone cos i scare other people will look down on me, laugh at me. now i over with it. even thought im still down right now, i wont try again cos life still haf to go on.
to those who still want to commit suicide. pls go to below link to check it out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_methods
http://listverse.com/health/top-10-ways-to-commit-suicide/
i clearly know what it feels like.. once i was so depressed that all kind of ways of committing suicide coming to my mind. was crying on one side and laughing on the other. i started to imagine everyone crying at my death. if im gone, will someone out there miss me? nothing for me to worry abt as i still haf a sis to look after my parents.
when doing halfway, i realized it was not right and i stopped. i never tell anyone cos i scare other people will look down on me, laugh at me. now i over with it. even thought im still down right now, i wont try again cos life still haf to go on.
to those who still want to commit suicide. pls go to below link to check it out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Suicide_methods
http://listverse.com/health/top-10-ways-to-commit-suicide/
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