"happy" valentine day
today is valentine day and there are alot of couples on the street with flowers but i broke off with my bf today. my wound will never completely heal, i guessed. recently, he seldom reply to any of my sms/call. sound like prev person who did the same thing right?
anyway, after so many calls, he finally answered and agreed to meet today. he admitted that he haf someone he like and they went out today. this time, i did not cry. actually my six sense already told me that something is not right because there is a change in his attitude.
he been thinking about our relationship for sometimes and realised he already lost the feeling. maybe becos we are too used of each other. and that is why he choose to avoid me and do not wish to tell the truth on cny and valentine day.
if i pretend to be ignorance and dont ask him directly today, probably my hurt will be lesser? i always thought tat when u invest 100% of ur feeling, the result would be the same. after few failures, i realized my thinking is very wrong. no matter how sincere, it wont be guaranteed.
i really treasure every relationships and love the stage when 2 persons just got together. but after honeymoon stage, its always the guy who changed. no more frequent calls, not much meetup.
after the talk, i left my seat and walked away without looking at him, without looking back. truthfully i still hope that he will follow me. when i turned back after a distance away, i realized he was not there anymore. he really walked out of my life. i will miss him alot.
received a valentine msg from fren. it say, "i thank you for ur love, ur friendship, ur kindness. i thank you for ur sharing yourself with me. i thank you for loving and giving unconditionally. i thank you for every moment every second that you've been a part of my life. i thank you for yesterday, today and tomorrow. happy valentine day."
i sent this to him. here, i wish him all the best and hope that girl will bring a change in his life.
14/2/08, im back to single again. i scare i will never open my heart to anyone again. will time heal me?
anyway, after so many calls, he finally answered and agreed to meet today. he admitted that he haf someone he like and they went out today. this time, i did not cry. actually my six sense already told me that something is not right because there is a change in his attitude.
he been thinking about our relationship for sometimes and realised he already lost the feeling. maybe becos we are too used of each other. and that is why he choose to avoid me and do not wish to tell the truth on cny and valentine day.
if i pretend to be ignorance and dont ask him directly today, probably my hurt will be lesser? i always thought tat when u invest 100% of ur feeling, the result would be the same. after few failures, i realized my thinking is very wrong. no matter how sincere, it wont be guaranteed.
i really treasure every relationships and love the stage when 2 persons just got together. but after honeymoon stage, its always the guy who changed. no more frequent calls, not much meetup.
after the talk, i left my seat and walked away without looking at him, without looking back. truthfully i still hope that he will follow me. when i turned back after a distance away, i realized he was not there anymore. he really walked out of my life. i will miss him alot.
received a valentine msg from fren. it say, "i thank you for ur love, ur friendship, ur kindness. i thank you for ur sharing yourself with me. i thank you for loving and giving unconditionally. i thank you for every moment every second that you've been a part of my life. i thank you for yesterday, today and tomorrow. happy valentine day."
i sent this to him. here, i wish him all the best and hope that girl will bring a change in his life.
14/2/08, im back to single again. i scare i will never open my heart to anyone again. will time heal me?
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