good afternoon
just woke up.. alone at dear house now.. didnt sleep well.. keep having bad dreams for the past few day. sigh... on night shift today. allowance is damn little. healthcare workers really underpaid as compare to the tasks we do.
keep saying that i wanna change job but i still cant. very sad.. actually i saw a very interesting coz in sp which is "digital media creation" and i contacted the staff incharge. i still can sign up for it but the coz fee is 4k excluding the material fee. i dont mind signing up if the career prospect is good and help me hop out of nursing.
asked my mom for opinion. she find it 没前途. of cos she think this way la.. she dont even understand what is all about. asked my sis. she said that why should i pursue a cert which is the same as dip? i should move forward in getting a deg instead. what she said is right. however, if im getting a deg, it will be nursing again. i dont want to stuck in this profession.
asked dear about it. his ans is totally different. he said i should pursue if im really interested. should let myself expose more so that i can find something that i really like and work for my whole life. currently, im just working for the sake of money. how long can i sustain?
with his words and supports, i feel like going for it. 1 of my colleague actually having night classes in nafa. she signed up for english painting. i asked her why sign for it even though it haf no career prospect. she said its her interest since young and very keen to know more. she also dumped in afew Ks in the cos.
that is the courage that i dont haf and that is why im in this state. tied down to nursing.
[update @ 1825hrs] coz applied. must wait another 6 weeks to know whether im selected. =)
keep saying that i wanna change job but i still cant. very sad.. actually i saw a very interesting coz in sp which is "digital media creation" and i contacted the staff incharge. i still can sign up for it but the coz fee is 4k excluding the material fee. i dont mind signing up if the career prospect is good and help me hop out of nursing.
asked my mom for opinion. she find it 没前途. of cos she think this way la.. she dont even understand what is all about. asked my sis. she said that why should i pursue a cert which is the same as dip? i should move forward in getting a deg instead. what she said is right. however, if im getting a deg, it will be nursing again. i dont want to stuck in this profession.
asked dear about it. his ans is totally different. he said i should pursue if im really interested. should let myself expose more so that i can find something that i really like and work for my whole life. currently, im just working for the sake of money. how long can i sustain?
with his words and supports, i feel like going for it. 1 of my colleague actually having night classes in nafa. she signed up for english painting. i asked her why sign for it even though it haf no career prospect. she said its her interest since young and very keen to know more. she also dumped in afew Ks in the cos.
that is the courage that i dont haf and that is why im in this state. tied down to nursing.
[update @ 1825hrs] coz applied. must wait another 6 weeks to know whether im selected. =)
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